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I live in an apartment complex with a gym. You need an electronic key to get into it – which I don’t currently have in my possession – so I’ve been meaning to get another from the rental office. Today as I was driving past the office my intuition told me to get the key now.

Everything happens for a reason.

The office should have been open for another 20 minutes, but today it was closed. I went around the side door and saw there were still people in there; the office lady was talking to someone and beckoned me to wait a moment, which I did.

When she was finished she let me in. She had been crying. She apologized; her mother had died 2 weeks earlier and she was having a ‘moment’ so closed early today, but was happy to help me with what I needed.

I told her I was sorry about her loss, I had lost my mother some years earlier so understood just how difficult it can be. She asked me how she died (I understand first-hand how talking about such things can be comforting) and so I told her about her sudden death.

She was sorry to hear about how Mum died, and told me that although she ‘kind of’ knew that her own mother had heath issues, she didn’t realize to what extent and therefore her death was still very unexpected. Her mother had gone to the doctor and had various tests, and the doctor essentially told her she had all the makings of a heart condition. He urged her to have a procedure done, but she was a firm believer of natural remedies and believed that she could fix her heath by living a healthy lifestyle and eating right, so declined the procedure. The office lady told me she wished she had realized just how serious her mother’s condition was, but she figured she knew what her mother was doing and knew best. Had she had only known what she knows now, she would have made her mother have that procedure.

I told her she shouldn’t blame herself. I am a firm believer that when it is your time, it is your time. I said that even if she did have that procedure, she may have died on the operating table. It is not her fault for how things turned out; it was just her time and there was nothing she could have done about it.

But I know all too-well that self blame. I spoke of my own mother, and how none of us could have had any possible warning of what was to come, yet still I somehow blamed myself. Over and over I would replay in my mind the endless possibilities of how I could have somehow intervened by doing something differently, and somehow changed destiny.

But after she died, upon reflection there were many things Mum did and said that indicated that somewhere deep down she knew she was going to die. I didn’t realize it before her death, but afterwards I reflected on these strange things she she did and said, and in hindsight it was obvious that some part of her knew what was to come.

The office lady told me that it was strange I even said that, as her own mother has started saying strange things herself. She was living with her the 3 months leading up to her death, and one of the strange things her mother told her about was a dream she had, that she dreamed she was getting married.

I told her that dreaming about getting married can be symbolic of the fact you are going to die, and that was a teaching she received. While death is a terribly sad event for us here who are losing someone we love, for Spiritual Beings death is the start of a new beginning or a new chapter and a celebration, just as marriage is. Thus dreaming of getting married can often be a spiritual teaching that one is going to die.

I told her I have a book that explains some dream symbology, and I asked her to wait a moment while I went upstairs to get it for her. I came back and showed her the “Dream Symbols” chapter:

Marriage:

Physical death – of the person who is dreaming they are getting married, or death of the person in the marriage ceremony they are dreaming about.

She couldn’t believe it. And she couldn’t believe how I randomly turned up at that moment and embarked on this conversation with her, and how she randomly told me about this dream her mother had, like it was meant to happen.

Everything happens for a reason.

I then told her a little about astral travel, and about how some years ofter my mother’s death I found her personality in the astral and had an experience with her (which I wrote about here. I also wrote about how she died here).

I explained that a person’s personality is fully formed at about the age of 7, and it contains everything about that person in this life; all their memories, everything they learned and what we attribute to “them”. When a person dies, their consciousness (that ‘spark’ that is awake) moves on to the next stage in the wheel of life, likely to be reincarnated into another life. But just like the physical body is discarded after death in the physical plane, the personality is also discarded after death in the astral plane. When people see ghosts, they are often seeing the personalities of dead people.

I told her that finding Mum’s personality really helped me a lot in getting over the loss.

She asked me if that was really her though? I told her not ‘really’; her consciousness (the spiritual part) is who she really is, but her personality was everything that I knew her to be in this life – she looked like Mum, she smelled like Mum, she recognized me and I could hold her and hug her and hold her and we talked. Her personality was all the things I missed about her. Her consciousness was gone, and thus it was like she was in a dream. But that experience made me realize that what I was holding onto and missing so much (her personality) was not really her, and I was able to stop missing her so much after that. It gave me an insight to life that I couldn’t possibly convey in words, and it was an incredibly healing experience.

I gave her the book (it was my very last copy) and told her to read it. It talks a little about death, and it gives her real tools to actually find out and ‘know’ about death, and the ability to unlock many answers that she would be lost for right now. It really helped me a lot, and I know it will help her.

Everything happens for a reason.

Today in itself was a teaching. Largely for her, but even more so for me. The Divine is real and we are all being guided by spiritual beings all of the time, whether we recognize it or not. Nothing is chance; everything happens for a reason. What we make of the chances we are given is up to us; but we are given many chances and teachings showing us this all of the time. If you don’t believe me, then you can find this out for yourself.

Upon leaving she exclaimed what if she has a dream that she was getting married? Would this mean she was going to die? I told her no not necessarily; we just had this conversation about it so she may very well have a dream about marriage, just because it is recorded in her subconscious and seemed to be something that concerned her. To know the difference between a subconscious dream and a spiritual teaching she would need to get in touch with her intuition and learn how to ‘feel’ to interpret the real meaning of dreams. A book can only tell you so much, but to really understand them you need to discover how to unlock your intuition for yourself. But the book gives you the tools for how to do so.

(The book I gave her was “A course in Astral Travel and Dreams”, which is no longer in print but is soon to be released as a free e-book. I think you can still pick it up on Amazon though – and if this post struck a chord with you I encourage you to get it. It is an AMAZING discovery! You found my post for a reason, after-all!)

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One Sunday morning in 2006, I was sitting in a cafe in Melbourne Australia (my home town) enjoying the company of friends. Out of the corner of my eye I spotted a small flyer on the noticeboard, advertising a ‘Free Course in Astral Travel and Dreams.”

It’s amazing that I even saw it… it was quite a distance away in the most obscure spot, hardly noticeable from where I was. But it was as though my gaze was guided there… and I saw it. I was drawn to it. I got up and took a closer look, and with keen interest I wrote down the details. Was it fate? Destiny? Divine help? Perhaps.

So I took the course, and 6 weeks in I had my first out-of-body experience! I went on to take all the courses offered by The Gnostic Movement. And without a doubt, they changed my life.

Attending the Melbourne Gnostic Center was SO rewarding; meeting with a wonderful group of like-minded people, learning about amazing esoteric things that previously I had no idea about, sharing profound spiritual experiences together, and watching each other grow and change as a result. I made many dear friends there, and together we helped each other and generated so much group strength.

But I moved away in June last year to be with my husband in the United States. And it was hard. On my own it was a struggle to remain motivated and focused towards my spiritual practices. I joined the on-line classes which helped, but it just wasn’t the same as meeting in person.

Then life threw us a curve ball. I couldn’t find a job, and my husband lost his. And Arizona is currently not the place to be if you are unemployed, not in our fields anyway. Our lives descended into uncertainty.

We were in a dire situation, but as with all dire situations it opened up a great opportunity. My husband knew how much I missed the Melbourne Center, so we agreed to move to San Fransisco where  the Bay Area Gnostic Center can be found (and better employment prospects!)

They say everything happens for a reason, and I was thrilled! But just when things were looking up…

… out of the blue he was offered a job in San Diego, 8 hours away from the only Gnostic Center on the West coast. With no income and no prospects, we had no choice but to accept. My elation quickly turned to disappointment… ah the ups and downs on the swing of the pendulum of life.

What I was forgetting though, was that everything DOES happen for a reason. Unbeknown to me, a new Gnostic Group was launching in L.A., within 2 hours driving distance of my new home! Was it fate? Destiny? Divine help? Perhaps! (It’s ironic how we protest about the situations in life that we find ourselves in, yet those situations are the very things that we need, on many levels).

So earlier this month I found myself posting up flyers in cafe’s around the L.A. area, advertising the launch of the new courses here. And hopefully others will be drawn to them, just like I was back in 2006. Could all this be part of their fate? Destiny? Divine help? Perhaps!

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